| Location | Portsmouth Hampshire |
| Age | 24 years |
| Date of Birth | 25/08/1983 |
| Date of Death | 22/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 790 since 08/10/2008 |
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paul was my first of six children , and was extremly special to me as first borns usually are
he was a rouge in his late teenage years but a loveable one, paul had a heart of gold and loved his family ,
his death has been such tragic loss to my family and the circumstances around this have made it harder to beleive that he is not coming back
he will be so sadly missed by myself my partner and his brother matt, and sisters michelle,charlotte and kayleigh
my thoughts are with him every day
i love and miss you so much son
rip and look after grandad
love always
mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
this sounds so stupid but remember that bit of paper with my number on that i gave you to give to tianna's playschool her teacher pulled it out today and crossed the date out and i was just so upset i just wanted to hold the bit of paper. you never had much wen you where here and i just wont to keep everything paul this is so hard i miss you so much and i never got the chance to tell you that i was proud of you i am so sorry for the things i said on the way to the hospital i didnt mean them i thought you would be sitting up or awake with that look you had wen you were scared i never imagened you would be like you were. i feel so bad i just cant cry cos it hurts and if i do it might never stop it dont feel right get on with life wen you cant i just wont to turn back time and say the things i didnt i love you paul xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
tianna was looking out of the window at the snow and then i thought of you for some reason werid dont ya think? tianna[dot] was tring to climb on the window seal lol. liam was lookin at you picture yesterday and asked me whos that so i said uncle paul and that you lived in the sky so he waved an blew a kiss. i am so gutted that you aint going to see any of them grow up. i see molly often she knows who i am so proud of you paul she is so lovely and just like you she even has you laugh and i wont you to know that i will go and see her has often as i can, she has got the best of everything her nan makes sure of it. i just hope that we will find out who did this to you it aint right the one person who has the god given right has been denied of that, i can see how the old bill can justify it make anyway i love you mate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and from the kids xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
R.I.P PAUL
If tears could build a stairway
and memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
and bring you back again.
No farewell words were spoken
no time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it
and only god knows why.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
and secret tears still flow,
What it meant to lose you
no one will ever know.
But now we know you want us
to mourn for you no more,
To remember all the happy times
life still has much is store.
Since you'll never be forgotten
we pledge to you today,
A hallowed place within our hearts
is where you'll always stay
MERRY CHRISTMAS PAUL LOVE U SO MUCH X X X X X X X
a poem for you
I miss you so deeply.
I wish you could come back and see me,
So we could spend one more time together,
and have fun together in the christmas wheather.
I know that you're in a better place now,
and i know you hear me talking to you somehow.
I just want you to know that I love you,
and no matter what,
we will never forget you.
Of all the times that we have shared,
I can never forget your smile,
or the things that we used to do,
I miss you paul.
things will never be the same without you,
But i dedicate this poem to you,
because I never stopped Loving you.
Rest in peace paul
MERRY CHRISTMAS
love
matt
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MERRY CHRISTMAS SON X
happy christmas son , i have just been to see your daughter molly-may she is so beautiful paul you would be so proud of her she is so like you and i promise
you i will always be there for her xxxxxxxxxx
I miss you so much paul and i will be thinking of you tommorow and missing you as i always do love you son always HAPPY CHRISTMAS BABY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
merry christmas paul xxx
we thought of you today,
but it is nothing new,
we thought of you yesterday,
and days before that to,
we think of you in silence,
we often speak your name,
now all we have is memories,
and your picture in a frame,
your memory is a keepsake,
with which we will never part,
god has you in his keepin,
we have you in our heart,
love you bruv xx
how can it be that someone so young has to go? just when his life was lookin up he was stolen from his loved ones. it just dosent seem fair that it should end this way as he one of the good ones he didnt always show it but he didnt have too. we all knew paul. love you bruv take care xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx never forgoten
WITH LOVE FROM ANDY XX
missing you paul ,
just wanted to let you know that i am looking after your mum as iknow that is all you would have asked of me ,
you are with me every day , in my thoughts and in my lorry i have a picture of you ,
we have been on some journeys havn't we
until we meet again paul sleep tight.
love andy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PAUL I MISS YOU X
My heart still aches with sadness,
The secret tears still flow,
What it meant to lose you,
no one will ever know
So many things have happened,I wanted you to share,
many times i have talked to you and found that your not there,
To me you were so special what more is there
to say,
exept i wish with all my heart that you were here today.
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